Date: 1/7/2013

... and how I found that this condition may be the perfect writing sample in understanding my style.

"As far as I know I have nothing planned or lined up for the rest of my life right now. FU sleep, I'm going to be productive!!! Well, until the pills kick in!!!!"

Let's break this down.

"As far as I know I have nothing planned or lined up for the rest of my life right now."

This is a neutral statement. I can either be excited about this because there is no limit to the possibilities, or it can be very frightening being that I have no clue if I will be able to pay my rent next month?

Then "FU sleep," may lead you to think I'm on stimulants, or something crazy is kicking in.

"I'm going to be productive!!!" then eases some of the questions about the "FU sleep," statement equaling drugs. This type of crazy energy is okay if you're being productive.

Then, "Well, until the pills kick in!!!!" ends kind of sad, but with a sense of hope.

Or maybe I'm just overthinking it.