Dateline 12-27-2015

I think I'm suffering from holiday hangover.

Though it has been great to hang out with my whole family, I'm a bit burnt out from the general chaos of hanging out in groups. I've never been a fan of crowds but I used to cope with it by putting on a performance to try and get a laugh.

Since I've moved home, I've grown used to only dealing with one to three people at a time. For the most part these people are the family members that I live with or individuals who have come over specifically to hang out with me. Even these incidents have changed.

In the past hanging out meant drinking and joking. Now, I feel like fun Bobby from friends and have grown boring with sobriety. This is probably why I don't get as many visitors as I used to. I don't blame anyone but me because I no longer feel like I'm all that funny in person because I feel like my style of humor was a double edged sword and I no longer see as many positive results from being a polarizing person so I'm just more comfortable being alone.

I also feel more comfortable without the air of holiday pressure affecting those I interact with. I can't wait until New Years is over so that things will really start to go back to normal and I can go back to focusing on my projects.

Until then...

Here's the plan for the day.

1. Failed :(

2. Success!!!

3. Success!!!

4. Redemption?

5. Success!!!

6. Redemption?

7. Success!!!

8. Success!!!

9. Success!!!

10. Success!!!

11. Failed :(

12. Failed :(

13. Success!!!

14. Redemption?

15. Success!!!

16. Success!!!

17. Failed:(

18. Success!!!

19. Success!!!

20. Success!!!

21. Success!!!

22. Failed:(

23. Success!!!

24. Success!!!

25. Success!!!

26. Success!!!

27. Success!!!

28. Failed :(

29. Success!!!

30. Failed :(

31. Success!!!

32. Successful Redemption!!!!

33. Success!!!

34. Success!!!

35. Redemption?

36. Failed :(

37. Redemption?

38. Success!!!

39. Success!!!

40. Success!!!

41. Failed :(

42. Redemption?

43. Success!!!

44. Success!!!

45. Success!!!

46. Success!!!

47. Failed :(

48. Success!!!

49. Redemption?

50. Success!!!

51. Redemption?

52. Redemption?

53. Success!!!

54. Redemption?

55. Success!!!

56. Redemption?

57. Success!!!

58. Success!!!

59. Success!!!

60. Redemption?

61. Success!!!

62. Failed!!!

63. Success!!!

64. Failed :(

65. Failed :(

66. Success!!!

67. Success!!!

68. Success!!!

69. Failed :(

70. Success!!!

71. Success!!!

72. Success!!!

73. Redemption?

74. Failed :(

75. Success!!!

76. Redemption?

77. Failed :(

78. Success!!!

79. Failed :(

80. Redemption?

81. Redemption?

82. Success!!!

83. Success!!!

84. Redemption?

85. Success!!!

86. Success!!!

87. Success!!!

88. Failed :(

89. Redemption?

90. Success!!!

91. Redemption?

92. Success!!!

93. Success!!!

94. Success!!!

95. Success!!!

96. Success!!!

97. Success!!!

98. Success!!!

99. Failed :(

100. Failed :(

101. Success!!!

102. Failed :(

103. Failed :(

104. Failed :(

105. Failed :(

106. Failed :(

107. Failed :(

108. Failed :(

109. Success!!!

110. Failed :(

111. Success!!!

112. Success!!!

113. Failed :(

114. Success!!!

115. Failed :(

116. Redemption?

117. Failed :(

118. Failed :(

119. Failed :(

120. Success!!!

121. Failed :(

122. Failed :(

123. Success!!!

124. Failed!!!

125. Success!!!

126. Success!!!

127. Failed :(

128. Success !!!

129. Success!!!

130. Failed :(

131. Failed :(

132. Failed :(

133. Success!!!

134. Failed :(

135. Failed :(

136. Failed :(

137. Failed :(

138. Failed :(

139. Failed :(

140. Success!!!

141. Failed :(

142. Failed :(

143. Success!!!

144. Failed :(

145. Failed :(

146. Failed :(

147. Failed :(

148. Failed :(

149. Failed :(

150. Failed :(

151. Failed :(

152. Failed :(

153. Success!!!

154. Failed :(

155. Failed :(

156. Failed :(

157. Failed :(

158. Success!!!

159. Failed :(

160. Success!!!

161. Failed :(

162. Failed :(

163. Failed :(

164. Success !!!

165. Failed :(

166. Failed :(

167. Failed :(

168. Success !!!

169. Failed :(

170. Failed :(

171. Failed :(

172. Success!!!

173. Success!!!

174. Success!!!

175. Success!!!

176. Success!!!

177. Failed :(

178. Success!!!

179. Failed :(

180. Failed :(

181. Failed :(

182. Success!!!

183. Failed :(

184. Failed :(

185. Failed :(

186. Failed :(

187. Failed :(

188. Failed :(

189. Failed :(

190. Failed :(

191. Failed :(

192. Failed :(

193. Failed :(

194. Failed :(

195. Failed :(

196. Success!!!

197. Failed :(

198. Success!!!

199. Failed :(

200. Success!!!

201. Failed :(

202. Failed :(

203. Failed :(

204. Failed :(

205. Failed :(

206. Failed :(

207. Failed :(

208. Failed :(

209. Failed :(

210. Success!!!

211. Success!!!

212. Failed :(

213. Failed :(

214. Failed :(

215. Success!!!!

216. Success!!!

217. Success!!!

218. Failed :(

219. Failed :(

220. Success!!!

221. Failed :(

222. Failed :(

223. Failed :(

224. Success!!!

225. Success!!!

226. Success!!!

227. Success!!!

228. Success!!!

229. Failed :(

230. Failed :(

231. Success!!!

232. Failed :(

233. Failed :(

234. Failed :(

235. Failed :(

236. Failed :(

237. Failed :(

238. Failed :(

239. Failed :(

240. Failed :(

241. Success!!!

242. Failed :(

243. Failed :(

244. Failed :(

245. Failed :(

246. Failed :(

247. Failed :(

248. Failed :(

249. Failed :(

250. Failed :(

251. Failed :(

252. Failed :(

253. Failed :(

254. Failed :(

255. Failed :(

256. Failed :(

257. Success!!!

258. Failed :(

259. Failed :(

260. Failed :(

261. Success!!!

262. Failed :(

263. Success!!!

264. Failed :(

265. Success!!!

266. Failed :(

267. Failed :(

268. Failed :(

269. Failed :(

270. Failed :(

271. Failed :(

272. Failed :(

273. Failed :(

274. Failed :(

275. Failed :(

276. Failed :(

277. Failed :(

278. Failed :(

279. Failed :(

280. Failed :(

281. Failed :(

282. Success!!!

283. Failed :(

284. Failed :(

285. Failed :(

286. Failed :(

287. Failed :(

288. Success!!!

289. Success!!!

290. Failed :(

291. Failed :(

292. Failed :(

293. Failed :(

294. Failed :(

295. Failed :(

296. Failed :(

297. Failed :(

298. Failed :(

299. Failed :(

300. Failed :(

301. Failed :(

302. Failed :(

303. Failed :(

304. Failed :(

305. Failed :(

306. Failed :(

307. Failed :(

308. Failed :(

309. Failed :(

310. Failed :(

311. Failed :(

312. Failed :(

313. Failed :(

314. Failed :(

315. Failed :(

316. Failed :(

317. Failed :(

318. Failed :(

319. Failed :(

320. Failed :(

321. Success!!!

322. Failed :(

323. Failed :(

324. Success!!!

325. Failed :(

326. Failed :(

327. Failed :(

328. Failed :(

329. Success!!!

330. Failed :(

331. Success!!!

332. Failed :(

333. Success!!!

334. Failed :(

335. Success!!!

336. Failed :(

337. Failed :(

338. Failed :(

339. Failed :(

340. Success!!!

341. Failed :(

342. Failed :(

343. Failed :(

344. Failed :(

345. Success :(

346. Failed :(

347. Failed :(

348. Failed :(

349. Failed :(

350. Failed :(

351. Failed :(

352. Failed :(

353. Failed :(

354. Failed :(

355. Failed :(

356. Failed :(

357. Failed :(

358. Success!!!

359. Failed :(

360. Failed :(

361. Look into getting an LLC.

362. Subscribe to Playboy.

363. Finish my Indiegogo.

364. Buy Darth Vader Bible.

365. Figure out the equation for the Churchill quote.