Dateline 5-6-2016

With every passing day this blog seems to be getting further and further from what I envisioned it to be and not really in a good way. I fight on almost a daily basis as to whether or not it's worth posting my daily non-sense.

I wanted this site to be filled with ongoing experiments and challenges where I share my results and findings, you know, how it was the first three years. No, you probably don't know. You probably stumble onto this page while searching for something else and will probably leave the moment you realize that this is just the ramblings of a sad man.

I want to get back to the challenges but right now all my efforts are going to learning a new career so I don't have as much time for fun and games. Looking back I wish I would have turned the career change into a challenge worth reporting on but at the time I was getting over the failure of my 365 Days of Resolution experiment and didn't feel the desire to continue to whisper to crickets.

It's not that I feel that 365 Days of Resolution failed due to my efforts, I feel that it failed because no one cared what I was up to, not even those people who where the closest to me at the time. It's not that I wanted everyone to follow my every move, it just would have been nice if people who cared at least put an effort into acknowledging that they were aware of my efforts.

There's nothing worse than putting everything you've got into concept and follow all the advice of being persistent and patient and with time everything will come together. I'm not giving up by any means. I just don't see this ending well.

I'm hoping that one of these days I'll figure out how to make a living on my own terms that my ambitions to entertain will return but until then, be ready for some more bi-polar bitching.

Talk to you tomorrow,

- The Wicker Breaker