Operation Achieve Anything: Day Two-Hundred-Seventy-Two, Dateline 9-29-2018
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“Forgiveness is the art of admitting that I am like other people.”
Good morning crickets. Welcome to day number two-hundred-seventy-two of Operation Achieve Anything. If you’re following along with this saga at home, last night I was actually able to fit in the max amount of hours that I can fit in for my day job after the system’s been down for over a week and a half. As the gig become increasingly unstable, I will stop any frivolous spending and only use my earnings from here on out towards creating my own stable job.
Up until now, I’ve been casually working on these potential money-making tasks while using the day gig as a safety net but I am getting so fed up with this job that I can’t imagine it will be much longer before I either rage quit or reply to an audit in a way that will get me fired. Again, it’s too bad because this gig really is made up of the easiest tasks in the world, it’s just their auditing system that makes no sense due to subjective inconsistencies on how the person in charge reads the rules. To make things worse, that voice of authority changes every two weeks creating more confusion with every single change.
There’s nothing that I can’t stand any more than inconsistency, which might be why I struggle to navigate this world with everyone screaming that we all need the same things with there being no solid answer two what that actually means. Pre-social media, it was somewhat easy to go through life believing that more people were actually on the same page but now that everyone is so vocal about their every opinion there seems to be way more of a chance to be shunned as an outsider for not sharing very specific beliefs. It’s the demanding on agreement on these extreme specificities that makes me just no longer want to be involved at all.
Speaking of not wanting to be involved, I think I’m going to duck out of this assignment where I’m supposed to list the people who I felt hurt me by doing me wrong so that I could start to forgive them. For one, I’ve done my fair share of wrongdoing to most people on this list as well, so I don’t really see myself in the position of someone who could be offering such forgiveness. Even those who wronged me without getting wronged in returned are now out of my life, and I prefer to keep it that way.
I know ultimately this line of assignment will lead to me forgiving a person or people, even if only in my heart but that will be a journey just for me. This might be hard for today’s assignment where I’m supposed to take someone from this list, that I have, even if I didn’t share and find the similarities with the person who may have wronged me the most. This wouldn’t be hard because most of the people who I feel hurt by were once close since I’ve always been good at blocking out the voices that I never cared about in the first place.
Oh well, we’ll see how I handle this task when tomorrow comes, and I check in for my next update. Until then, I’m going to wrap this one up as usual by saying, good day and good luck to you and all of your projects.
Talk to you soon.
Sincerely,
The Wicker Breaker
P.S. Below are links to my novel, which I plan to promote as part of Operation Achieve Anything, as well as a link to where you can buy the book that is providing the structure to this project in case you would like to purchase it in order to play along.
