Good Evening Crickets…

Here we are at the end of another day and I can’t seem to come up with anything to say… because I’ve been too focused on marketing lately… since… if you’re not playing along… is currently my main focus as I attempt to monetize this site… so that this site will be nothing but fun moving forward… keeping in mind that my dream is to earn the equivalent of a full-time minimum-wage job organically through ads and what not… to never have to talk about needing a gig again…

I’m single… with no kids… and no longer have any friends to be social with… so all that I need is money for food… rent… utilities… and the internet… to make it easier… I’m willing to freeload in unused spaces… or rent my own tiny space in some town where rent is next to nothing… because…. make it or not… this is all that I want to do for the rest of my life… but not living at home forever… so I’m not claiming that my current situation is perfect… but it’s close…

The main reason that I want to leave is that… I was out on my own for over twenty years before feeling the need to move home… I didn’t even have roommates for five of those years… and there were five more years where I live alone in a basement with my best friend living up stair… but we were more like neighbors during those days… I miss the freedom of being creative with absolutely nobody else around who might interrupt a flow state…

Though I hated the decision at the time… as I’ve said before… coming home might have saved my life… because… forgetting Covid… the last five years that I’ve spent working on my mental and physical health… would have been impossible… if I was still in Seattle… also navigating the troubling waters of being this old… single… with no kids… trying to maintain friendships with parents… when I have no idea how to talk to my own… and I’m beginning to think that I don’t know how to talk to parents in general… but don’t really want to hand on to my youth any more…

I hope we never go back to normal… I hope that from here on out we move forward… and with that… I’m high enough to take my meds and head off to bed… as always… I look forward to checking in again tomorrow night…

Sincerely…

The Wicker Breaker