Dateline 5-14-2016

I'm not sure what I want to do today. It's the weekend so I don't have to work the day job. Part of me wants to just knuckle down and take my classes but then part of me just wants to relax. It's hard to relax though because at this point I don't really feel like I deserve it.

Sure I have a job but it's part time and it from home so it doesn't feel like a justifiable gripe that I need to take a break. I also do these post daily and always have a course that I'm working on, but that's my own doing and I feel I need to complete these courses to move on to implementing what I learn into a money making venture. Then I might feel like I'm allowed to take a break.

It's not like I'm doing anything all that back breaking but I do feel like I'm dealing with a constant state of mental fatigue. Even when I do take time off my mind continues to race, it's just unfocused pondering and over analyzing the self.

I was hoping this post would clear up my decision but no such luck. I'll let you know what I decided in tomorrow's update.

Talk to you then,

- The Wicker Breaker