Dateline 6-29-2016

I think the past couple days may have knocked me back into a manageable sleep cycle. There was a while there where I was super good at sleeping right which helped me feel well rested and sane. Then I was struck by an idea that got me writing outside of this blog again which instantly induced insomnia.

There was about a week where I enjoyed the revisit from the old me, the old me that would stay up all night writing and spend the rest of the day in a delusional sleep deprived dazed. Though I am emotionally unstable when I'm in this state of mind, I also find that it induces adventures into a world of fantasy that is filled with hope and potential.

I want to live in that realm forever but in order to do so, I must build my safety net first so that I can afford to function in the real world without ending up doing nothing more than chasing my tail as my fantasy world continues to dangle just out of reach.

That's why I've given up on my latest writing project and am back to the plan of focusing on education until I can land a job that will afford me the freedom to play.

I'm not sure if/when this will happen but as soon as I hit post it's back to the app building class for me.

Talk to you tomorrow,

- The Wicker Breaker