Dateline 7-21-2016

I don't know what it is but I have been dreaming a lot more lately and I like it. The only thing that sucks is that I have to wake up to the reality of this crazy world. I'm starting to find that as crazy as my dreams can get, there seems to be more consistency and logic than the ways of the woken world.

This reversal of roles seems to be affecting more than just my subconscious realm. I used to feel that I was out of my mind in a world that seemed, for the most part, sane. Though I've always had issues with the greed and power grabs of the people in power, the corruption I perceived felt more evil and selfish than the outright lunacy that I'm seeing these days. 

More and more it feels like I'm being gaslamped by the world. Things I was told I was crazy for being concerned about are now seen as a common knowledge problem that's just the way things are. There's a weird combination of shouting for change but opting for more of the same. 

On example is corruption in politics. People used to claim that this corruption was being overblown and it's only the one side. Now it seems accepted knowledge that both sides are corrupt but since it's now both sides it seems like a level playing field so even though people are disappointed, they continue to stick with their team. This has allowed the lesser of two evil voting strategy get to the point where there are two monsters being crammed down our throats and these people who are supposed to be the sane ones are cheering this on.  

Meanwhile, I'm the one that needs meds as I try to figure out how to escape this game that I never wanted to play. So I can get back to a place where my dreams are less stable that the real world around me.

Hopefully, a rational mind will step in and intervene, but they'd probably just get shot anyways.

Oh well, that's my outlook on life, time to get back to work, plotting my escape.

Talk to you tomorrow,

- The Wicker Breaker