Dateline 9-28-2016

I don't know why but I woke up feeling exhausted today. I went to sleep earlier than usual and even slept solidly throughout the night but just had no energy when the time came to arise and start the day. The thing that sucks is that it feels like its triggering depression in me when I've been feeling fine for quite a while. 

I want to just get back in bed and sleep it off but fear that it will only deepen the depression as I'd be avoiding the activities that keep me distracted from my negative thought. I could see myself spending all day in bed exploring why I'm feeling this way, only to end up deeper in the hole. 

Who knows, that may be what I need to get this out of my system rather than just trying to bury my emotions allowing the negativity to grow. 

I have no idea what I plan to do. I finished my latest Android assignment last night so I could justify to myself that I need a break for the day before starting the new lesson but I could also busy myself through this potential rut that I feel growing inside.

We'll see what happens and as always, I'll keep you posted.

Talk to you tomorrow,

- The Wicker Breaker