Dateline 3-19-2017

I'm beginning to find that not having a job at the moment is causing me to censor myself here in these Daily Breaker posts. I see this as another sad reminder of just how important money has become in this world and the fact that I have zero dollars, it feels like I have no say in the world around me.  

I not only feel that I have no room to complain since I am not living up to the expectations placed on me by society when this is nothing that any of us signed up for and disagree with more and more every day. I do make enough to scrape by doing random freelance stuff on the internet but I am nowhere near making enough to feel that anything I say is important.

I would be perfectly fine with this self-censorship only silenced my complaints. I never meant for this site to be an outlet for my griping, but sometimes it's unavoidable. No, I find that I no longer write what's going on in the back of my mind and now strictly stick to reporting what happened.

In the past, I always felt the literal breakdown of an event from the day before was just filler for when I don't really have a thought that is preoccupying my time, like what if scenarios, and how we live within parallel realities that have all been simulated. I miss working through these weird thought via Daily Breaker posts, but for some reason, I just don't feel like I can let my guard down anymore because minus having a job these thoughts make me look like a crazy person on the verge of becoming homeless.

Hopefully, the company that contacted me two weeks ago, saying that it would be about two weeks before they could hire me will be getting back to me within the next couple days to get me back on an income because it's really hard to continue to scrape by making less than 100 bucks a week.

Oh well, as always, we'll see what happens and I'll check in tomorrow to share what eventually does.

Sincerely, 

The Wicker Breaker