Dateline 6-4-2017
/Alright, it's Sunday, just got money transferred into my account and am about to venture over to the store to restock my supply of food!!! I'm in a much better mood than I was at the beginning of the week and not having to look at the same lack of selection in my fridge will definitely make next week a much more pleasant experience.
It's not that anything was all that bad this week, as I said, poor planning from last payday made scraping by a little more miserable of an experience than usual. I think that might be why I was so interested in starting another challenge as an added escape when I don't really have the time or energy to add something else to my plate at this time.
Next week, I plan to just get back into my normal groove and figure out what really goes on in one of my days to then attempt to fill out my schedule with either more paid work or attempts to find gigs over adding more to my schedule just because I feel like I'm missing out on some fun.
I don't know, I have a couple directions that I want to go. I think I want to spend this week doing what I do while trying not to justify anything because I feel it's this justification aspect that is really holding me back when my life is no one else's business and, outside of my head, no one is criticizing my use of time, I'm just apparently not as comfortable as I think I am with living an unconventional life before I've nailed down a steady income.
Oh well, we'll see what happens, and as always, I'll check in tomorrow with what does.
Talk to you then,
The Wicker Breaker