Dateline 8-7-2017

Alright, I think things have finally stabilized to where I am extremely close to being back to my usual routine. Yeah, my little sister is still in town but she's here by herself and just hangs out at the house to where there is no extra pressure on me. And again, the pressure I'm talking about stems from having to turn people down due to my social anxiety when deep down, I really wish I still had it in me to play.

Tonight, my older sister is going to drop by with all of her kids, which can be overwhelming but the fact that they are mainly coming here to see my sister gives me the home field advantage to where if I get too stressed out I can easily sneak out to my place while making up a reason to hide.

It won't be until Wednesday when everything will be completely back to normal. Then I will be back in my comfort zone where I live completely under the radar, except for with my little nephew who likes to visit me in my space where he plays on the couch watching YouTube videos of Super Mario while I sit at my computer and write, which other than when he interrupts my viewing of Saturday Night Live, I'm completely fine with the little guy.

Again, I do feel bad that I'm neglecting whatever relationships that I have but this is a phase of my life that I have to work through and am back to the point where I am seeing improvement with every passing year. 

Now it's time for me to get to work so I will be done by the time everyone gets here. As always, I will let you know how things turn out when I check in tomorrow with another one of my daily updates.

Talk to you then,

The Wicker Breaker