The Daily Breaker: Dateline 2-17-2021

Good Evening Crickets…

Here we are… at the end of another day… and I’m already starting to feel my sleep anxiety kick in because I have an in-office appointment tomorrow morning… for whatever reason… I have a harder time waking up when my appointments aren’t via my telephone… it’s probably because… I have a harder time sleeping since I can’t stop thinking that I didn’t set my alarm clock early enough to get to the appointment on time… and that I’m going to get in trouble… or have to pay a fine for being late…

Even though this has yet to be the case… I know that I will be tossing and turning all throughout the night… also nervous that I’m not going to explain my condition just right to fit a known condition… leading my issues to continue to be ignored… like my back that’s been vibrating for the last two years… that I can’t even get anyone to officially acknowledge… because it’s an internal sensation that can’t be felt on the surface…

My primary doctor has sent me to a few specialists… but each time they seem to focus on the secondary issue… which is easier for me to explain… and even though I try to bring up my vibrating nerves… I’m not assertive enough to stick to my guns when they glance over the issue… with claims that they will get back to it after they work through the obvious issue… only to have it never come up again…

Tomorrow… I’m getting my ears checked to start the process of finding the source of the buzzing that’s rattling my head… personally… I that my sinus area down by my throat still isn’t draining correctly… because it’s draining tens times better than ever since my sinus surgery… but even though the nose portion of my sinuses is now clear… I still feel like I have a congested head from time to time…

I also have a second appointment with my new shrink… but that’s not until the afternoon… so I won’t be stressing out about that until after my ear appointment… oh well… I’ll be fine… I’m just sharing what runs through my mind when I’m dealing with sleep anxiety… to cope with this issue… it’s time to get high enough to knock myself out… as always… I look forward to sharing how my day turns out… when I check in again tomorrow…

Sincerely…

The Wicker Breaker