Dateline 10-19-2016

Brace yourself for another post about dreams as I've had several weird ones over the past 24 hours and have nothing else to write about. 

It all started yesterday when I finished my daily obligation and laid down for a nap to split my day from focusing on work to settling in for my studies. I woke up extra early so it was easy to fall back to sleep and when I did I found myself at my childhood home. I had just arrived when I was greeted by an old roommate, who now owned said childhood home as well as a new pet tiger that he let run around the front yard unleashed.

Even in the dream, this was weird and dangerous to me, so I just hung by the front door keeping an eye on the tiger as my old roommate worked on the yard. Some old lady was also there but I'm not sure who she was or why she was there. After a while, the tiger started to get playful and grabbed my roommate's leg. The old lady went to intervene only to anger the tiger in the process. Things got really crazy and I opted for flight and locked myself in the house even though this tiger was now attacking two people that needed my help.

I'm not fully sure how the transition happened but next thing I knew, I was down in Mexico where the America's Got Talent stage was set up in a good sized Mexican restaurant. They were still setting up as the crowd was entering the building. These were all people from my past that I haven't seen for years.

At first, I was excited to see everyone until it started to feel that no one cared that I was there. The people that were never all that close to me treated me the same, polite and happy greetings were made before going about their business. The people that were once very close to me seemed to be putting in an extra effort to ignore my existence to the point it was palatable.

I felt very bummed out but luckily the show was starting so I took my seat, a toilet located directly behind the judges which for some reason I decided to use mid-act. The flush distracted the performers and the smell anger the audience to the point where I was shunned to the point where I had to leave.

On old classmate came to my defense because she was impressed that I did what needed to be done in such public venue. She asked me if I wanted to hit the town for some dinner and dancing. This lightened my mood so I agree and we headed toward downtown Tijuana. 

Everything was awesome until I realized that I wasn't wearing shoes. For some reason, in this world, I was fine taking a dump in a crowd but was very embarrassed by the idea of entering a restaurant on a date without any shoes on. For some reason, this shoeless faux pas was also a deal breaker for the date who also had no problem with me pooping in public.

I woke up after she left me and laid there for a moment confused and a little depressed by what my subconscious must be working through. I felt like I needed another nap to recover for the first one. 

I then went about my day, getting further along with my latest assignment and had more crazy dreams when I ended the day. This dream was just as weird dealing with school and acceptance but I don't remember it well enough to share more details and also think I've rambled enough.

Now it's time for my mid-day nap before I get back to work on my assignment, which is going well. The idea is solidifying so now I'm working with enthusiasm and not just meandering through my efforts.

Talk to you tomorrow with more updates,

The Wicker Breaker