Dateline 3-30-2017

Argh, what the hell is going on with my sleep? I'm beginning to think that I shouldn't have pointed out how optimistic and great I was feeling on Monday because I haven't been able to sleep ever since. That said, I'm still feeling optimistic, I just currently don't have the energy to focus enough to implement any of my plans.

Luckily, I've been working a paid gig during this time of unfocus, which is so simple that it doesn't require a brain. Maybe this is has been adding to my inability to sleep as of late. These brainless activities might be tricking my otherwise active mind into thinking that I've been sleeping all day so when I get up and move to the bed, my mind thinks the sleep is pointless.

It could also be that I'm running low on my meds which can trigger sleep anxiety until my stash is replenished. For one, I ration myself to lower levels than I would usually take and for two, I worry about sleeping without it. Now, this may sound like I'm rather dependent but this is by far the safest of the sleep aids I've tried both under and over the counter.

Hopefully, just getting my stash replenished this afternoon will be enough to ease my overthinking mind. Between that and the fact that I officially but in a full-time week already, I can finally take a break that feels justified. That said, I'm going save up this break until the weekend because today I want to watch a couple episodes of Saturday Night Live to get back to stockpiling safety net reviews.

As always, we'll see what happens and I check in tomorrow with what does.

Talk to you then,

The Wicker Breaker