Good Evening Crickets…

Yesterday… when I asked about giving into desires to detach from their period of time… it was inspired by the fact that… over this past week… I’ve been so busy with the project that I haven’t had time to even casually look at the news at the start and end of the day like I used to… it wasn’t until I went to share the link on social media that I saw a few clues about the nonsense that went down in Washington D.C. last night… to where this detachment from time joke is getting even closer to becoming a legitimate goal…

Even if things eventually start to settle following the leadership switch… there are still too many problems to be solved before I’ll feel all that comfortable around strangers from my own country again… keeping in mind that I haven’t left my house thanks to social anxiety for a little over five years… which probably would be more if I had discovered work from home tasks jobs earlier than I did…

It’s not that I hate my neighbors… it’s just been too hard to read the energy in any room when more than half the people are holding their tongues… whether it be the offensive funny one trying to respect some level of PC culture but really wanting to tell a joke… or the person hiding their beliefs… because they don’t want to be associated with the Klan… I miss the days when I felt like it was safe to be in a room filled with open conversations about any topic… without the fear of somebody getting killed…

I’m kind of the offensive funny one… only not the type that angry at PC culture… I still see myself as an anti-establishment punk… so I’m angrier at capitalism because when offensiveness became profitable… the attempts to find the formula that could bring in the most bucks… by making being a prick become mainstream and marketable… offensive stopped being funny to me…

This is why the underground is supposed to stay underground… offensive was fun when it was four or five people in the corner of the room who would all say the worst things about anyone behind their backs… but would also make the same joke if the person was there… and with just the right blend of asshole to innocent… to pull off even the worst joke… at least to whoever was near enough to hear…

Now that money is behind the intention to offend… especially when the idiots who attempt to mimic those who now sell this new calculated offensive role… only these idiots don’t know the math or even that an entertainment/marketing formula was involved…

I’m also kind of the person who’s also holding back their beliefs because I’m tired of being a person from the coast who knows that a Democrat will always get my state’s presidential vote… leading me to vote third-party no matter what.. which somehow equated to my friends… that I voted for Trump… despite the fact that I’ve never made a conservative life choice in my life…

Stereotyping is one thing… if you think that I’m lazy after seeing that I’m fat… I might just take up the issue with you… as soon as I’m done with my nap… but I can’t handle my entire life’s point of view being judged based on barely any evidence which seems to be the current cultural trend… so I’ll just be right here floating in space until actual community building becomes the trend again…

Sorry if I seem preachy… the theme of the day from 365 Days Of Marketing is… “I’m not going to take it any more…” so… my anger at this time and space may have carried over into this post… I’ll try to make tomorrow’s more fun… either way… I at least hope you enjoy my insights…

Sincerely…

The Wicker Breaker