Here we are with yet another midday post just to let you know that I‘m going to make it a quick one… because… apparently… I still need to catch up on some more sleep… which does make sense… considering the fact that I’ve been using sleep deprivation to keep me in a silly mood ever since I was a junior in high school… the problem is… the no sleep approach to controlling emotions is nothing that you can count on…

Here we are… with another mid-day post… because I want to finish up all of my responsibilities for the day to take advantage of the fact that I’ve been allowing myself to relax a little more than I’m used to… since I barely get paid for all of my work combined… I put extra pressure on myself to work on my projects as hard as I can until at least one starts to turn a profit…

As I said yesterday… this post might be a little rushed… because… last night… I drank for the first time since New Year’s and it turns out… mixing booze with my current pills makes me sleep all day… and leaves me feeling exhausted… not sick… just tired… so I think that I am going to get a great night’s sleep and then hit it hard tomorrow…

Here we are… with yet another mid-day post… because I just want to finish all of my obligations for the day so that I can get started on enjoying my weekend… over the past couple of days… I’ve been sleeping eight to ten hours a day… leaving me way less time to work than I had back when I maxed out at six hours of sleep a day at best…

Here we are… at the end of another week… though I’m still happy to be blogging again… I may have bitten off more than I wanted for my return… by giving myself two daily posts two worry about… instead of easing back into the practice before committing to anything daily at all… but I may have gotten overconfident after the sinus surgery that corrected the way my sinuses drain properly leaving less pressure in my head and leading me to feel less insane in the process…

Here we are… at the end of another day… and I have to say… I’m really enjoying the benefits of this new Pamelor pill that my doctor has me on… as I noted yesterday… I take the pill for the buzzing in my left ear… but it’s commonly used to treat depression… but I’m sure that I’ll have to wait to see that bonus benefit… what I’m loving about the pill is its anti-bedwetting effect… because… even though I’m not a bedwetter… it seems to keep me from waking to use the bathroom…

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Here we are.. at the end of another day… this one had a few ups and downs… but overall I’d say that the positives outweighed the negatives… not to sound Eeyore-ish… but the first negative was just the anxiety of having yet another doctor’s appointment… only… unlike the other day… when I was uncertain about how I would be able to handle a new primary doctor… because my last doctor was so good… this time… I was just having a little anxiety over not having control of my schedule for the day…

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Here we are… at the end of another day… where I’m still enjoying the jalapeno… habanero… dill… basil… green onion and cream cheese dip from Chili Day… and still trying not to be an Eeyore in honor of Winnie The Pooh Day… while dipping popcorn into the before mention dip to celebrate Popcorn Day… which is the latest day to be celebrated…

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This morning was a little rough from some sad thoughts of loneliness that struck last night as I tried to go to bed… following my effort to lessen my wor load over the weekend… this is probably because my projects have replaced my need for friends ever since I started to become a literal shut-in… minus the distractions from work… I no longer know what to do with myself… so I had two days to reflect on what went wrong and how there’s no going back anymore…

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Here we are at the end of yet another day… my face is on fire from not washing my hands properly after cutting a bunch of jalapenos and habaneros in honor of Chili Day… as pointed out by the 365 Days Of Marketing book that’s providing the framework for 365 Days Of Marketing And Me… that I’ve been working on for the past seventeen days…

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Sorry… but this is going to be a super quick post because today is Nothing Day… according to my 365 Days Of Marketing And Me challenge… so… I plan to go easy while I continue to wait for my DNS Records to Propagate by taking the rest of the day off from doing anything that has to do with this blog…

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Here we are at the end of the second week of this New Year… even though I’m excited about a lot of the progress I’ve been making since finding a lot of my mental anguish stems from a physical condition with my inner ear and not a chemical imbalance in my brain… it’s nice to feel the relief since the sinus surgery that now allows that whole system to properly drain… but I’m starting to get mad about the fact that I’ve been complaining about my ears for decades…

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Well… I started the day in a pretty good mood… excited to try another potential solution to my sites technical problems on my own… now that the customer support for all three of the services that aren’t communicating properly seem to be ignoring me after over a month and a half of dealing with the same issue… that seems like it should be simple to fix if these god-damned companies would only work together instead of constantly blaming the customer or one another…

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Here we are at the end of another day… I’m excited because… now that I’m back on my own schedule…. I was able to get a ton of work done over the past two days… to the point where… hopefully… by this weekend… I will have fixed all of the errors on this site that came about when I attempted to shorten almost all of my URLs without really looking into what the process would entail…

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Here we are at the end of another day… and now that I’m back on my own schedule… I’m feeling pretty good… it might help that I also just bought the Arizer Extreme Q with remote control… I know that I’m broke… but I figured it would not only provide more bang for my buck… over smoking the cheap shake that I smoke using fire… I’ll also be able to use the decarbed waste to make butter…

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Here we are at the end of another day… I think I like having this post to close out my day… and not to start it like I used to… back when I created this section to share my gameplan for the day… while working on 365 Days Of Resolution… and needed a way to keep track of all of the projects involved… so I needed to do it first thing in the morning to make sure I fit everything in….

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As you may already know… I live by the concept that “It takes ten years to make an overnight success”… because I heard it as a quote about comedy when I was a kid… and I dreamed about being a comedian… but being shy and used to rejection… I knew that if I was ever going to succeed… it was going to take some time… my comfort with rejection and failure comes from living by the quote… “ Success is the ability to go from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm…”

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Aside from the pandemic and political nonsense… does anyone else feel that their reality is the exact opposite of their reality used to be… like how… back in the day… I was a rebellious punk living amongst a family of normals…now… I’m the one following the rules and isolating with my dog and my garden.. while the normals just do whatever they want…

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Yesterday… when I asked about giving into desires to detach from their period of time… it was inspired by the fact that… over this past week… I’ve been so busy with the project that I haven’t had time to even casually look at the news at the start and end of the day like I used to… it wasn’t until I went to share the link on social media that I saw a few clues about the nonsense that went down in Washington D.C. last night… to where this detachment from time joke is getting even closer to becoming a legitimate goal…

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Is there anything wrong with just giving in to my depersonalization/derealization tendencies to detach myself from reality until the pandemic is over??? It’s not like I want to go out and do damage… minus any fear of consequences… because I still believe in the physical world and have empathy for all that makes up this world… it’s more that I’m no longer sure about the weight we in the present put on the past while trying to create a new future…