Dateline 11-6-2016

This has been quite a week. I couldn't tell you the last time I took more than one day off from sitting at my computer all day attempting to justify my existence. With my sister in town, I would head in every day as soon as I completed my obligations to do nothing but watch TV with the family. 

Dateline 11-5-2016

Oh, what a night!!!

Dateline 11-4-2016

Woohoo!!! I'm officially licensed to buy my meds again!!!

Dateline 11-3-2016

Alright, time to face another day. Yesterday ended up being another good one where I spent the entire day with people as opposed to being stuck behind my computer all day. Today looks like it lining up to be more of the same. As I said yesterday, all this interaction is resetting sense of inspiration.

Dateline 11-2-2016

Yesterday ended up being a pretty good day. As I mentioned yesterday, my little sister is in town for the week, my older sister came down to visit, my mom also took time off work for my sister's stay and my youngest sister was also around, so there was plenty of stuff happening all day, and I finally took an entire day off from sitting at my computer, which hasn't happened in a while.

Dateline 11-1-2016

I am so close to finally finishing my latest Android app assignment but won't be able to get back to work on it for a couple days. My little sister landed in town yesterday which was nice because it allowed me to step away from my computer without feeling all that guilty about not getting anything done.

Dateline 10-31-2016

Ugh, once again, I've given in to the drink last night and am paying for it today. It's been a little over a week since my supply of "medicine" has run dry. I have to wait until payday before I can afford to get my card renewed and buy more. This has caused my sleep schedule to fall to shit. The night before last I didn't fall asleep until 8:00 in the AM. 

Dateline 10-30-2016

Here we go again. 

Dateline 10-29-2016

Wow, today totally got away from me but not really in a bad way this time. I woke up around the same time I normally do as of late and since it is the weekend I don't have the day job so I was hoping to get this post out of the way in order to continue working on my latest assignment. 

Dateline 10-28-2016

Boy, I can't wait for this election to be over with. As I've mentioned over the past couple days, I'm finding it harder and harder to come up with things to write about. I've come up with some excuses in past posts that do play a part in my lack of inspiration but I've been keeping quiet about the biggest reason for my mundane musings.

Dateline 10-27-2016

Again, sorry to anyone who stumbles onto this site after I put the experimentation aspects on hold. I desperately want to get back to creating entertaining content over these daily diary posts that are at best hit or miss, at worst completely pointless.

Dateline 10-26-2016

Happy days are here again, the sky is blue, blah, blah, blah... Happy days are here again!!!

Dateline 10-25-2016

Another day of nothing to say...

Dateline 10-24-2016

I hate not having control over my sleep. Last night I ended up staying awake until around 7:30 in the AM. The thing that sucks is that I gave up working on my app assignment around 2:30 in the AM when I felt too tired to focus. I thought for sure I would be able to head over to my head and just doze off but no.

Dateline 10-23-2016

Every day that goes by I seem to lose more and more interest in the things that I used to love. Last night I watched two movies that I know I would've loved in the past. Though I didn't end up hating either, neither tapped into that part of me that used to leave me feeling entertained. I don't blame either movie for their failure to fulfill, there is definitely something dying within me. Or maybe it's already dead.

Dateline 10-22-2016

It's now been three days with very little sleep. I'm getting used to it though. I'm now to the point where I don't feel like I need sleep, which is great for me, productivity-wise. The problem is, I fear that it might trigger a manic episode which I haven't had in quite a while. Granted, I usually have more fun during these episodes but come out of them feeling embarrassed and guilty. 

Dateline 10-21-2016

Last night was another sleepless night. The thing that sucks is that I even tried to play into the insomnia and kept working until 4:00 in the AM. I waited until I felt so exhausted that I couldn't focus any longer, then I headed over to bed where it took another two hours before I finally found slumber. Four hours later, I awoke and tried to roll over in an attempt to fit in a couple more hours.

Dateline 10-20-2016

I'm not looking forward to the next couple weeks until payday comes and I can renew my medical card because if things play out like they did last night, I'm not going to get any sleep until then. Though I started using medical marijuana for a back injury, I now mainly use it to promote sleep. 

Dateline 10-19-2016

Brace yourself for another post about dreams as I've had several weird ones over the past 24 hours and have nothing else to write about. 

Dateline 10-18-2016

Yesterday I finally got started on my Android app assignment that I spent all last week putting off waiting to be stricken by inspiration. I still don't see the end product in my head but I do see the structure. I didn't spend as much time on it as I was hoping to but the work I did got me out of feel so stuck in my head.