Here we are… at the end of another day… and once again I’m feeling exhausted… but in a good way… considering the fact that this round of exhaustion is from the effort that I’m putting into making a positive change in my life… and not just exhaustion from life in general like I’m used to… it’s been nice falling asleep as soon as my head hits the pillow… instead of waiting for my mind to stop racing to finally get to crash…

Here we are… at the end of another day… and boy howdy am I tired… and to add to all of this fun… now that my left ear is clearing up… I’m starting to learn that the vibrating sensation that I’m feeling… and the buzz that rattled my head when traveling through my semi-clogged left… might be something external being amplified by my injuries and ailments… after the last couple of days while my ear felt like it was fully cleared up… the buzzing started to sound more like the hum of a power line…

I’m back… after taking last night off to celebrate Blame Someone Else Day… where… in order to fulfill the task from my 365 Days Of Marketing And Me challenge… I blamed my dog’s need for more cuddle time to avoid my evening… self-imposed… writing obligation… but really I just needed to prove to myself that it’s okay to take a break from time to time… and that I don’t have to take the “daily” in The Daily Breaker so literally… unless I land some form of paid contract to do so…

Here we are… at the end of another day… and this time I actually came close to working the schedule of my dreams… where I now want to write my marketing challenge post close to the first thing that I do after waking up… so that I’ll have the full day to work on each task… instead of carrying over each assignment to the next day the way that I end up doing when publishing each post around six of seven o’clock in the PM…

Here we are… at the end of another day… and this one was a rough one… first off… I woke up nice and early… like usual… ready to face the day… but was a bit anxious over an appointment with a new therapist… because I hate having to explain myself to people who will just tell me that my experience is wrong based on a thirty-minute conversation about my life…

Here we are… at the end of another day… and this time I really mean when I say the end… the idea’s always been to save this post to be the last site related task before heading off to bed… but up until now… I’ve been writing up these good night letter to no one… in a rush… almost directly after completing my marketing challenge post for the day…

Here we are… at the end of yet another day… after putting in another full-time job’s day’s worth of work on this site… only to earn a couple of quarters… not that I’m really complaining… well… about the work I’m not… because I do believe that I will payout in the future… it just sucks that I have to wait weeks to see if all this effort is even worth it… since it can take up to two months for this page to be recrawled by the search engine bots… and for all that I know… these twelve-hour days will just bring in an extra quarter a day…

Here we are… wrapping up yet another day… and I hope that the rest of the week goes this well… first off… I woke up nice and early with no hangover to nurse… not that hangovers are all that common for me… now that I only drink once a month… but I went on a Friday/Saturday bender… so it was just nice to not feel sick… it was also nice to see this site is starting to bring in close to its old traffic and revenue again… after dealing with technical issues over the past couple of months…

Here we are… with another midday post where I just want to get things over with so that I can enjoy the last day of my weekend… I think I’ve said it before… but… when I first decided to return to this blog… I was going to start slow with some sort of weekly challenge… or… if I were to take on another 365 Days Of Anything book… that I wouldn’t put the same pressure I put on myself in the past to have to write a daily post…

Here we are… at the end of another day… where I’m now dreading the fact that I jumped back into another daily challenge instead of easing back into writing for this blog… well… I guess dreading might be a little overboard… I’m just feeling hungover so I feel uninspired and wish I could just take the day off… but… the OCD part of me needs to at least jot something down to share…

Here we are… with a midday post… which is something that I haven’t done in a while… but… it’s been kind of a rough one… so… I just want to wrap things up early to start my monthly box wine bender while I continue to do more brainless behind-the-scenes work for this site… now that my internet is faster… after the cable guy replaced all of our old rusty cables with brand new wiring… I should be able to complete the H1 tag task that I was talking about yesterday…

Here we are… at the end of another day… and once again… I don’t have all that much to say… this time it’s because I’ve been doing the same repetitive task for the past three days… that I should be wrapping up either by the end of tonight or at some point tomorrow…

Here we are… at the end of another day… and for the first time… in a long time… I’m excited with how things are actually going… and not just enthusiastic about potential results… that’s not to say that I’m seeing those potential results to bring on my excitement… I’m just having fun with what I am doing to fill my days while I stay at home avoiding Covid-19… which has actually been my life ever since I started this blog in 2012…

Here we are… at the end of what turned out to be a pretty good day… first off… I woke up nice and early… dreading an appointment that I set to be evaluated for a new therapist… only to find that the conversation turned out to be rather pleasant… especially with my new evidence that my left ear has been leading to a lot of the mental issues that I’ve been dealing with over the past several years… and that I’m not just out of my head… I’m now hopeful that if I do end up on pills again… that they won’t do more harm than good…

Here we are… at the end of another day… it’s the first day of my birthday month… and I’m excited about how things are playing out as I continue to find new ways to grow this site… without having to be a carnival barker… which… I’m beginning to think is what’s always held me back from taking an interest in promoting my work as a potential income source… because when I do go into hype-man mode… it can be confused for a manic episode… due to my all or nothing approach to life…

Here we are… with another evening post… as I wrap up my first month back to blogging… things may have started a little rough since I was rusty at coming up with content off the top of my head that didn’t feel forced… though I’m still struggling with being overly critical of my own work… I at least feel like I’m falling back into my groove… especially now that I’ve found a structure for my 365 Days Of Marketing And Me challenge that I enjoy…

Here we are… closer to the end of the day than usual… since I spent most of the day working on behind-the-scenes tasks to optimize this site… which is ten times more fun than problem-solving issues that weren’t my fault… I’d go into more details but I’m trying to save that type of stuff for my 365 Days Of Marketing And Me posts… to avoid double-dipping content as much as I have… since returning to this blog… or page… or collection of blogs… whatever this website is…

Here we are… with yet another midday post… only this time I’m in a much better mood… as I pointed out in yesterday’s post… my ear issue seems to be clearing up relieve some of my stress… on top of that… I think I’m finally past the technical issues on this site and am getting my old traffic and revenue again… or at least close… it will be another week or two of getting the same results before I’ll feel confident… but for now… I’m considering the problem resolved…

Here we are with yet another midday post… only this time I’m not feeling so down… I think what happened was… I was getting too much sleep thanks to a new med that I’ve been taking and praising for the past week or so… at first… it felt nice to get caught up from the sleep deficit that I’ve been building for a while… then I hit the point that I was concerned about… where I started to sleep so much that I was getting depressed… and only wanted to sleep even more…

Here we are with yet another midday post… I wish it could be a happy one… but I’m having a hard time focusing with my left ear is bothering me once again… that said… at least I now know that it definitely is a physical issue and not that I’m losing my mind…